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I'm Not a Monster

from The Heart Can Poop by Mike Melton

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Interesting how a monster takes a ride
While there's nothing to improve
The outlook in his time
Lack of progress has my feelings kinda faultered
Is it moving forward,
If I'm not making things right for real?

And what is obviously right
Is a successful life
With impossibly consistent struggle
We will struggle all our lives

My monster man is not the worst
But I have to get my soul out of this curse
Around my heart, a corporate castle
I'm an organism chasing my own asshole

Monster has to think of all the things to do
To fix his situation but he's barely got a clue
Even without drinking monster man is such a mess
Why can't I just be happy on this fucking planet?

I sound like a baby with the heart of a child
But the reason I'm a monster is my heart's
a little wild

My monster man doesn't do bad things
But he's talking to himself
Forever changing brains
Never stay right
I'm just a solitary monster in the night

In human interactions keep them distant with respect
It's hard to find a human understands a monster wreck
I'm only a monster since my heart grew fangs and fights
To build it's freedom in fascinating crazy things

I've explored too much inside
And I damaged the meaning of my life
Endless exploration of the limits of my soul
Pay my dues to those I love and crawl back to my hole
Until I go psycho and I don't seem rational
Pathetic Lonely Disgusting
Masochistic Self Entertainment

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from The Heart Can Poop, released May 3, 2021

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Myweirdmusic is a thing I've been doing here and there off and on since I was a kid in 6th grade. It's sequenced on old DOS tracker programs and it's mostly derived from samples of sounds I made, older stuff samples films, the radio. One uses SEGA Genesis sounds for the beats. Guitar, kazoo, beat box, whatever I had to do to accomplish the idea.Thanks for supporting my mad scientist orchestrations ... more

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